Sadly recently i found this ship hast lost its course, which i really cant help not spreed the word so that it will have a successful voyage but it still remains, such a lonely ship with abandon love waiting for $#@RƜ£NƏ to return it back… Owh forgot to make a recap of what is happening! So this a love story much like Romeo and Juliet, a match made in heaven but the story is not done yet but being written somewhere.  One fine secondary education morning there was this fine young boy walking along his classroom corridor, thinking back what is dad told him that morning while he still with his sleepy eyes sitting on the bed with blanket around him to keep warm of the cold early morning weather. Dad with high hopes on his son, with a pat on the shoulder said, “One day you gonna be a great pilot like your dad”. It was than cross before him the one girl which swept him of his feet, his dream girl!! This girl is funny, cute, has a good personality, someone he could trust, talk to about anything. She’s not  the hottest girl in the world, yet she has the looks that can make you smile. He smiled at her, and at that point time slowed down his heart rate rises and slowly the girl smiled back at him while walking into the class room. To ruin all of it an accident that bring tear to everyone, all the romance in the air was interrupt by Suresh jumping up and down like the intro in most Tamil movie heroes and crushed onto the dream girl… Actually Suresh is our story hero so that you know, and the lost ship belongs to him, with no hope for the future piloting or what so ever he was also deeply in love with our heroin $#@RƜ£NƏ!! So with all his Shakespearean skill on the awesome ship  and with full of hope and love he set the ship on its voyage to send his love… But sadly the ship is now stranded… Will it ever return back to him? How will this love story end? Nobody know…

There is someone i wanna please in everything I do, but these days it feel very cold how i feel about this person. I agree that I have a very bad time management skill, yet its not that I did not spend time, yet the statement, “you don’t spend proper time with me” who said that this is how much time you should spend and is considered proper and not, time is precious even its just a minute but how do i make her understand?

So be it that I’m wrong, how else can someone apologize than saying I’m truly sorry of what had happen, since we are so far apart! Even though I truly truly am sorry she don’t even believe me 1% of how bad I feel of the situation, it is damn hurting when someone claim be in love if you cant sense its genuine or fake, how do i make her understand?

Even worse, break-up.. I can’t seem to understand why is it like candy to everyone? What kinda love is it for a second “you mean the world to me” and the next  “I don’t need you”… Everything has difficulties in it, even in studies, when u do your math’s its not all easy all the way, but you go saying I not gonna do math’s anymore! But how come when some small misunderstanding arise people go like “I don’t need u anymore”  what kinda love is this, how can I ever make her understand?

How can I make her understand, that she is the only person I had ever imagine to be with; that boys will be boys yet I’m as equal to be like dead without her. How can I make her understand when someone loves you, even the way they say your name is different?  Its not just those flirtatious words can say love but simple things can also pronounce love!  When I first saw you, I knew something was different about you and I wanted to talk to you for the longest time and get to know you the best, and I did… But now that I know you the best I don’t have much to say but great actions to perform. We have both gone through so much in our lives; we’ve both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance. I don’t ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else…

I thought it would be attention-grabbing to make a number of changes in my blog, since I planning to be back blogging. So here is my new theme and look!! I was away for a short period to build a stronger programming and graphics skills plus I had a tough engineering year! So since I’m back on track be expecting plenty of update every now and then…

]]> http://www.johnkelvin.com/2009/07/17/a-new-look/feed/ 1 http://www.johnkelvin.com/2008/12/31/do-you-know-how-the-apostles-died/ http://www.johnkelvin.com/2008/12/31/do-you-know-how-the-apostles-died/#comments Wed, 31 Dec 2008 03:37:38 +0000 joker http://www.johnkelvin.com/?p=77 Matthew
Suffered martyrdom in Ethiopia, killed by a sword wound.

Mark
Died in Alexandria, Egypt, after being dragged by horses
through the streets until he was dead.

Luke
Was hanged in Greece as a result of his tremendous preaching to
the lost.

John
Faced martyrdom when he was boiled in huge basin of boiling oil
during a wave of persecution in Rome. However, he was
miraculously delivered from death. John was then sentenced to the
mines on the prison island of Patmos. He wrote his prophetic
Book of Revelation on Patmos. The apostle John was later freed and
returned to serve as Bishop of Edessa in modern Turkey. He died as
an old man, the only apostle to die peacefully.

Peter
Was crucified upside down on an x-shape d cross. According to
church tradition it was because he told his tormentors that he
felt unworthy to die in the same way that Jesus Christ had died.

James
Just the leader of the church in Jerusalem was thrown over a
hundred feet down from the southeast pinnacle of the Temple when he
refused to deny his faith in Christ. When they discovered that he
survived the fall, his enemies beat James to death with a fuller’s
club.
* This was the same pinnacle where Satan had taken Jesus during
the Temptation.

James the Great, son of Zebedee
was a fisherman by trade when Jesus called him to a lifetime of ministry.
As a strong leader of the church, James was ultimately beheaded at
Jerusalem… The Roman officer who guarded James watched amazed
as James defended his faith at his trial. Later, the officer walked beside
James to the place of execution… Overcome by conviction, he declared
his new faith to the judge and knelt beside James to accept beheading
as a Christian.

Bartholomew also known as Nathaniel
Was a missionary to Asia. He witnessed for our Lord in present day
Turkey. Bartholomew was martyred for his preaching in Armenia
where he was flayed to death by a whip.

Andrew
Was crucified on an x-shaped cross in Patras , Greece .
After being whipped severely by seven soldiers they tied his body to the
cross with cords to prolong his agony. His followers reported that,
when he was led toward the cross, Andrew saluted it in these words:
‘I have long desired and expected this happy hour. The cross has been
consecrated by the body of Christ hanging on it.’ He continued to
preach to his tormentors for two days until he expired.

Thomas
Was stabbed with a spear in India during one of his missionary
trips to establish the church in the sub-continent.

Jude,
Was killed with arrows when he refused to deny his faith in
Christ. Matthias The apostle chosen to replace the traitor Judas Iscariot
was stoned and then beheaded.

Barnabas
One of the group of seventy disciples, wrote the Epistle of
Barnabas. He preached throughout Italy and Cyprus. Barnabas was
stoned to death at Salonica.

Paul
Was tortured and then beheaded by the evil Emperor Nero at Rome
in A.D. 67. Paul endured a lengthy imprisonment which
allowed him to write his many epistle s to the churches he had formed
throughout the Roman Empire . These letters, which taught many of the
foundational doctrines of Christianity, form a large portion of the
New Testament.

Perhaps this is a reminder to us that our sufferings here are indeed
minor compared to the intense persecution and cold cruelty faced by
the apostles disciples during their times for the sake of the Faith.
So its stated in the bible,
All men will hate you because of me, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved. Mt 10:22
Perhaps this should be like a reminder for us in this New Year to stay in the right track till the second coming of our savior!!
God Bless…

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People who died on March 15, 1988 (the exact day i was born)

• Dmitri Polyakov, Soviet double-agent

Natural disasters in 1988

• 1988 Spitak earthquake
• Hurricane Gilbert

People who died on March 15 (various years)

• 2007 – Charles Harrelson, American hitman and father of Woody Harrelson
• 2007 – Bowie Kuhn, American commissioner of baseball
• 2006 – Red Storey, Canadian football player and hockey referee
• 2006 – George Rallis, Prime Minister of Greece
• 2005 – Shoji Nishio, Japanese martial artist
• 2005 – Bob Bellear, Australian judge
• 2004 – John Pople, English chemist, Nobel Prize laureate
• 2004 – Sir William Pickering, New Zealand-born space scientist
• 2003 – Dame Thora Hird, British actress
• 2001 – Ann Sothern, American actress
• 1998 – Benjamin Spock, American pediatrician and writer
• 1997 – Victor Vasarely, Hungarian painter
• 1997 – Gail Davis, American actress
• 1994 – Mai Zetterling, Swedish actress and director
• 1991 – Bud Freeman, American jazz musician
• 1990 – Tom Harmon, American football player and broadcaster
• 1990 – Farzad Bazoft, Iranian-born journalist (hanged)
• 1989 – Muhammad Jameel Didi, Maldivian poet
• 1983 – Rebecca West, English writer
• 1981 – René Clair, French film director
• 1977 – Hubert Aquin, Quebec novelist, political activist and editor
• 1977 – Antonino Rocca, Argentine professional wrestler
• 1975 – Aristotle Onassis, Greek shipping magnate
• 1972 – Aleksandr Ivanovich Laktionov, Russian painter
• 1970 – Tarjei Vesaas, Norwegian writer
• 1966 – Abe Saperstein, American basketball executive
• 1962 – Arthur Compton, American physicist, Nobel Prize laureate
• 1959 – Lester Young, American musician
• 1957 – Ernst Nobs, Swiss Federal Councilor
• 1951 – John S. Paraskevopoulos, Greek-born astronomer
• 1941 – Alexej von Jawlensky, Russian painter
• 1937 – H. P. Lovecraft, American writer
• 1914 – Jalaleddin Ali Mir Abolfazl Angha, Sufi master
• 1898 – Henry Bessemer, English metallurgist
• 1891 – Joseph Bazalgette, English civil engineer
• 1891 – Théodore de Banville, French writer
• 1849 – Giuseppe Caspar Mezzofanti, Italian cardinal and linguist
• 1842 – Luigi Cherubini, Italian composer
• 1820 – Clemens Maria Hofbauer, patron saint of Vienna (b. 1751
• 1711 – Eusebio Kino, Italian Catholic missionary
• 1701 – Jean Renaud de Segrais, French writer
• 1673 – Salvator Rosa, Italian painter and poet
• 1670 – John Davenport, Connecticut pioneer
• 1644 – Louise Juliana of Nassau, Regent of Bohemia (born 1576)
• 1575 – Annibale Padovano, Italian composer
• 1536 – Pargalı İbrahim Pasha, Grand Vizer under Suleiman the Magnificent
• 1416 – John, Duke of Berry, son of John II of France
• 1311 – Walter V of Brienne, Duke of Athens
• 1145 – Pope Lucius II
• 493 – Odoacer, King of Italy (murdered) (b. 435)
• 220 – Cao Cao, King of Wei (b. 155)
• 44 BC – Julius Caesar (b. 100 BC) [at least i know 1 person who died the same date i wz born]

Hmmm… Glad to be back and blogging! Very sad could blog because too bz with lots of stuff…. anyways about peter answer’s, it is something to joke around and to play with among friends. the problem was i didn’t know how. So this is how you do it! In the Petition box where you always write “Peter, please answer the following question:” you start with “.” and the rest of the word you type will be the petition above. so you can actually write the answer for the question you want to ask. So when your friends question is put in the question collum peter will asnwer what you type in the petition collum. It’s fun to do it on a friend!!!

“And the napkin, that was about his head, not lying with the linen clothes, but wrapped together in a place by itself.” (KJV)
Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection?

The Gospel of John 20: 7 tells us that the napkin, which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside as were the grave clothes.

The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded, and was placed at the head of that stony coffin. Is that important? You’d better believe it! Is that significant? Absolutely! Is it really significant?

Yes! In order to understand the significance of the folded napkin, you have to understand a little bit about Hebrew tradition of that day.

The folded napkin had to do with the “Master and Servant” tradition. Every Jewish boy knew this tradition.
When the servant set the dinner table for the master, he made sure that it was exactly the way the master wanted it. The table was furnished perfectly, and then the servant would wait, just out of sight, until the master had finished eating, and the servant would not dare touch that table, until the master was finished. Now if the master was done eating, he would rise from the table, wipe his fingers, his mouth, and clean his beard, and would wad up that napkin and toss it onto the table. The servant would then know to clear the table. For in those days, the wadded napkin meant, “I’m done”. But if the master got up from the table, and folded his napkin, and laid it beside his plate, the servant would not dare touch the table, because the servant knew that the folded napkin meant, “I’m not finished yet.” The folded napkin meant, ” I’m coming back!”

JESUS IS COMING BACK!! . . . ARE YOU READY ?

This a email I got from my cousin sister, just wanna share with u guyz!

Have u guys ever wondered when u will die? This a unique website will tell u when u will die. Proven, a guy tried this and seriously died on the date specified! hehe, jz kiddin lar.. Jz to have fun check it out!! i still have a long way to go, Friday February 15th 2081 oni i will have the chance to see how is the after life…. haiz! guess i’m a very healty and good person! hehe…